inevitable
i didnt choose this path. this path chose me. i didnt choose to have narcolepsy. if i had my way i would have stayed awake all those years of high school and earned my way into Stanford or MIT. innovation comes naturally to me, and time is no longer distorted in my eyes. the perception to each passing day is unfolding the future i see before me. it’s even predictable. i didn’t even know it. i set dates and timeframes for things now with no comprehension of what their significance is until they occur. example. last august i told myself that my life would completely change september 2008. i had no idea in what way or how, only fantasies of the things i would have wished for at the time. result. i woke up for the first in my life september 2008. my reality and comprehension of consciousness is changed forever. that is just one of countless experiences to live by, and the older i become the wiser to the expected result i am. time is the most precious thing we have. may we all not take for granted the time we have on this earth. born to be an internet entrepreneur. comprehension of the internet that can fortell the future and understands internet technologies that don’t exist to be created for shaping tomorrow. it is only a matter of time. everything is falling into place. as a human i am aware of my biological needs more than most through my unparralelled comprehension of consciousness. i am aware of the cyclical human physiological symptoms that fuel feelings of self-doubt, uncertainty, and anxiousness. it never takes long to overcome these emotions before it is back to kill mode. yes kill mode. category kill mode with schematics for automated internet machines in my brain. machines that will one day help the economy, give leverage to small business, yield devices of the future, and create the internet reality of tomorrow. everything is falling into place. the internet future i will help innovate and create is inevitable.
