reality
the only reality i know is through my internet connected world. there are no peers i can turn to for feedback or help. there is no guidance for the questions i have. the internet is my teacher for the things i need to know. for most the information i need, i seek the internet for the answers. but there are few questions that even the internet has no answers. the internet does not have the answers for the things i see in my brain. the hardware and web services i see as if they were right in front of me. i see the functionality of the web services as if i had specific buttons to click on and which classes they would invoke and which servers they would utilize. there is no team yet to whom i may seek feedback. it is sometimes hard to guage which experiences i can deem are real without any direct human feedback outside of the internet. reality will always have me press on. the dream and direction is to build all of the internet machines in my brain. they are real to me because i visualize every last detail about them. i feel fortunate for every real validation i receive regarding the direction i am taking. i feel fortunate to believe that the visions i see will one day impact our world.
