is my head going to explode
literally spend all day every day thinking internet internet internet internet internet internet internet, moving the code around in my head, planning for new code in the endless list for the future, keep programming it everyday so i can launch as soon as the now. deadline ~0 life for me till its done because this opportunity i created for myself. none of it is easy to build where im blessed with an engineering mind for it. so i keep going and going. too tired to be social, rest well more internet machine building tomorrow and again and again and again and again and again, head into the screens, the five screens, again and again, my only windows to my world. will it change when im done i dont know, so many ma chines to build, still living at 0, keep again stay disciplined always, fuck this, again i keep going internet internet internet internet internet…..small rest, need to breath, need some rest, head in those screens tomorrow, save energy for a 2 mile run, keep the discipline going on, this mission has lasted only four years long, not far to go, internet brain wont stop go.
